Sunday, September 22, 2013

I hate...

I hate this disease so much.  It's stolen my mother from me, and replaced her with someone I don't recognize, and who barely recognizes any of her recent past.

I hate this disease so much.  It's turned me into a person I don't recognize.  I don't know how to laugh or have fun anymore.  I only want to crawl into my bed and hide, hoping it has all been just a bad dream.

I hate this disease so much.  It has made me and my 15 year old son hate God.  Seriously, how could a loving God do this to my mother.  A person who exemplified his teachings every single day of her life.  It has to be to punish me.

I hate this disease so much.


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